Born into life
that is like a shadow
who awaits light from the horizon.
I only come into existence
When you shed light into my way
Once without you I vanish away.
I know that you're far away
I only wish to keep my eyes on you
in this lifetime I only need this much.
Just loving you, I'm not brave enough, Just secretly loving you, I'm still afraid
I can only remind myself, who I am.
I'm just a fading shadow
getting only a flicker of light from you
I felt happy just this much
it's more than enough.
Episode 11
I have a matter to ask forgiveness for, from you.
What is this? Wait, what
did you go do that was so horrible?
You're even here bowing and apologizing like this.
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I, well, I lied to you.
I am not Khun Wiyada . . .
What? What did you say?
Mother, you didn't hear it wrong.
Her name is Beeyachat. Not Wiyada.
Beeyachat?
Yes . . .
Beeyachat.
The orphan, grandma Thim's granddaughter.
The one that Khun Weit and Khun Wimorn adopted.
Khun Wimorn told me to come and take care of you, in place of Khun Wiyada.
Because . . . .
Because Khun Wimorn is ill so Khun Wiyda couldn't come down herself.
You aren't Nu Wiyada . . .
You, you DARE fool me this much huh?!
Khun Ying ka, I am sorry.
I am sorry that I lied to you.
Tuptim, don't hold a grudge against her. If you want to be mad, get mad at me instead.
I was also the one that agreed to let Beeyachat pretend to be Wiyda to take care of you.
Really? Is that right?
If you want to hate me,
then it's what I deserve.
But please don't get mad or angry at Khun Wi.
She really doesn't know anything.
Really, Khun Ying.
How could I be angry at you?
Because I know why you did it
you did it because you love and care about me.
Come, get up dear. Get up.
Don't cry no more.
You aren't angry at me, really?
You're this good too me, how can I be mad at you?
No, no, don't cry. My good girl.
Thank you. Thank you for understanding me.
Oy! I am so relieved!
I thought that if you knew the truth you would be hysterical.
Why would I be mad, P'Jian? . . . . Oh, no don't cry dear.
P'Jian, when I was like what you said?
You don't say! Before, whenever someone displeased you
you would throw things all over the place. You weren't as calm as now.
When was this? I don't remember.
Oh P'Jian! Well listen,
I was able to get well
was because of this niece of mine.
My niece Beeyachat, right here.
Let me hug you dear! Oh, don't cry.
Mother, since you know the truth now
that Beeyachat isn't Wiyada
I have one other thing to tell you
Wiyada is on her way to visit you.
And she'll get here by this mid-afternoon.
Oh? And what?
Well! Wi is on her way to see you. Aren't you happy?
Oh, oh. . . yeah yeah
I should be happy. I have to be happy. How could I not be?
My son's betroth is coming here,
I am super happy! P'Jian did you hear
Nu Wi is on her way here.
How could I not be happy? Don't worry son,
I have to find a way to welcome Nu Wi, because I've missed her . . .
Wi!
Khun Mon!
Wi!- Khun Mon!
Wi! My Wi!
I miss you so much, Wi.
You're hugging me so tightly, I can't breathe.
Oh Wi, because I miss you.
Wi, do you know . . . we haven't seen each other in 8 years. It's been 8 years.
Nang Bee! *Nang = can be an improper term, depending on tone
What did you say?
Bee . . . Bee also came?
Oh, yes. Well, mother had her
come to pick you up too.
Sawatdee ka, Khun Wi.
So how's it going?
Being at Mahartawet in a short period of time, you look different.
Have you secretly started dating guys yet?
Khun Wi!
Hey, I was just teasing.
Wi krap, I think we should head over to Mahartawet. Mother should be waiting by now.
I also want to show my respects to her as soon as possible. Lets go.
Uh, Bee can you help carry the luggage too.
Ka. (yes)
Lets go, Khun Mon.- Lets
What were you thinking wanting to chew *mak?- *chewing tobacco + other herbs
I don't know. I just thought of wanting to all of a sudden.
Is that the sound of Mon's car?
I'll go look.
Ka.
Hey, Tuptim your future-daughter-in-law is here. She's smiling so big.
Bee, can you bring the luggage and help put it away?
Lets go Khun Mon.
Look look look look! She's clinging to Mon's arm like a leech!
Really?- Mm!
They're lovers . . .
I can't wait to see Nu Wi.
Mahartawet hasn't changed. Everything is still the same.
It's also like me. Who hasn't had a change of heart
away from my Wi.
Khun Mon, what are you saying? I am shy in front of Bee.
Why would you be shy when Beeyachat already knows how much we love each other.
Uh, please excuse me. I am going to go put Khun Wi's stuff away.
Khun Mon ka.- Krap?I thought you said you would bring to to show my respects to Khun Pba Ying.
Krap (yes), this way please.
So finally, Khun Wi has come back to Khun Mon.
My two benefactors are about to be happy and succeed (in love).
Like how I wished it would be.
Shouldn't I be happy with them?
Then why . . . why does it hurt like this?
Are you here?
Yes, mother. Wi has been asking about you the whole way here.
My respects, Khun Pba Ying. If my mother wasn't ill I would have come down to see you sooner.
Mmm, your mother must have been ill for 10 years since we finally get to see your face.
Oh P'Jian! Chiangmai and Bangkok isn't so close together.
To go and come each time is difficuly, right dear?
Uh, Khun Pba eventhough I didn't come to see you, I've been sending you my heart.
I've purposely set out to come down here to take care of you with anything that you need.
Until, the end of my days. From now on, I won't leave you.
Oh really? Are you sure?
Really.
An ill person like me, who also isn't very sane . . . can you handle that?
Handle what Khun Pba? There isn't anything to handle. How can you say that. I am going to take care of you full heartedly.
Can you get me the spittoon? My mouth is full now, I need to spit.
What was that?
I said get the spittoon. Hand it to me. I need to spit the mak.
Do you have it yet?- Ka (yes)
Hurry. You're slow.- Oh, ka
You see! It's all dirty now.
Khun Pba!
What's wrong Tuptim?!- Mother! Mother! Mother what's wrong? Mother!
Go get the medication in the cabinet there.- Yes yes!
Check the drawers! Hurry, bring the medicine!
Eww! Dirty! It stinks!
You crazy old lady! I don't you just die!
Oi! How terrible! Eww stinks!
How are you?
Khun Pba Ying ka!
Khun Pba! Khun Ying ka?!
Khun Ying, do you hear me?
Don't swallow the mak. Spit it out.
Spit it out. Please spit it out.
Are you all better?
How are you? Is it better?
I am good. Very good.
Very very good.
I am okay now.
Khun Ying ka
Let me wipe your face a bit.
Mother,
how are you? Are you still dizzy?
I've gotten better.
Good thing that Nu Bee isn't tending to me
or else,
I would be dreadful.
That's right.
Bee is pretty much "someone else" unrelated
but she's still worried and cares for Khun Ying more than the future-daughter-in-law.
P'Jian krap,
what you say is a bad things towards Wi.
Well, isn't it true?
I am just saying it the way I see it.
Look. Your mother is ill like this
but Nu Wiyada ran without a trace.
And like this,
she said she wanted to assist and take care.
Right here do. It feels refreshing.
Mother, Pba Jian krap, Wi isn't a heartless person.
I think Wi was surprised and couldn't do the right thing.
Unlike someone
who is taking advantage to look good
and is making it a habit.
Right here, yes.
More, yes. Oh, it's so refreshing dear.
Where is the bathroom?
Where are all the servants of this house?
Hey!
You right there! Don't look around!
Go and prepare a wash outfit for me!
I am going to bath and clean up!
How dirty, eww it stinks!
Who are you? It seems like you're not mentally stable.
You don't know who I am.
That's because you're stupid like this!
And why you're a servant till you're old!
Oh my, this girl is crazy . . .
Stop! Don't argue with me!
And remember it in your head, of who I am.
I am, Khun Wiyada!
The new Madam of the Mahartawet House.
Wiyada?
That's right!
What are you laughing at?!
Your name is Wiyada correct?
That's right! Hurry up and go prepare it!
I am going to bathe.- Beautufil Khun Wiyada. Beuatiful
Khun Wiyada is it?
What are you doing?!- Are you going to go out nicely, or
do want to leave in tears?!
Let me go right now!
You crazy old lady! You crazy lady!
You crazy lady! You're the one that's crazy!
How did you get in this house?- I said let go!
Let go!- Pba (aunt), what happened?
Help me hold this crazy person so we can give her to the police.
A crazy person?!- Crazy!
A crazy person? A crazy person huh?!
A crazy person!
You! You!- I was kidding! I was just kidding!
I am going to hit you!
I am not joking with you!
Pba, move!
Help me! Help me!
Stop! What are you doing?! Stop, I said stop!
Wi! Wi! Stop. Enough!
Stop! What happened?
It's a crazy person.
Khun Mon!
Khun Mon, look at what she did to me!
These servants did this to me!
... a crazy person.
Oh my!
What happened here?
and why is it like this?
Khun Mon,
Khun Mon, you have to take care of this matter for me!
They teamed up to trick me! I won't have it!
Fire her, Khun Mon!
Fire them all, old and young!
Fire them all! They have disrespected me!
Wi! No, don't Wi!
Stop it!
If you're going to punish someone you have to find out the truth first.
Wi!
Someone will say that, we as employers are harassing the employees.
Aht, Arune . . .
What happened?
How did you dare do this to Wiyada?
So how is it actually
this Wiyada right here
is your fiance, then
why is there another Khun Wiyada that appeared?
You pretended to be me?!
I turned into a crazy person
that servants are disrespecting
because you pretended to be me?!
Nang Bee!
I am sadden by this, Khun Wi
You're sadden? You're sadden?!
Wi! No Wi! Wait, Wi!
Don't there be another misunderstanding again!
I'll anounce it to everyone now then
that Wiyada
the one who's my beloved
is this one here.
And from now on, Khun Wi
is going to stay and help me tend to my mother.
And she'll be here at Mahartawet forever.
Khun Mon!
Then who's this pretty young lady here?
I must apologize to everyone
for making you misunderstand thinking that
I was khun Wiyada.- Aow! (hey!)
The truth is
my status isn't different from you here
Bee,
Beeyachat
was an orphan that Khun Wiyada's parents adopted
I've served Khun Wi since I was little till now.
I've used your name to be you
and caused you trouble
I am sorry.
No matter how you punish me
I will gladly accept it.
You use to be my servant,
I won't hold a grudge or be angry with you.
Beechawa, my love. (sarcasm)
I haven't seen you for such a long time
please follow me upstairs so we can talk, I've missed you.
Oy!
Khun Wi!
You poisonous snake!
Don't even make that ignorant face!
You think I wouldn't know?
What is it
I don't know what you mean.
Who act dense!
I know, the reason why you came down to Mahartawet pretending to be me
was because you
want to capture Khun Mon!
You! You want to be Khun Mon's wife, you're shaking!
No, I've never thought like that.
And when Khun Mon came back
why didn't call to tell me?!- Why did you keep quiet?!
I called already, but you didn't listen to me.
And you also told me not to call there again
Don't you remember?
But you didn't say that
Khun Mon was coming back.
You! You intentionally hid it from me!
And what's worse,
you even pretended to be "Wiyada"
receiving that old lady's affections comepletely!
Khun Wi, you're over-thinking things!
You know that the reason why I came down here was
because it was the Madam's order.
And I had to use your name
because Khun Ying
only wanted you.
I am just a servant,
no one sees me more impotant than you.
What you say is true.
Alright. I'll let you go this once.
Go back and do your responsibilities as a servant as usual.
Don't think about getting on my level.
Or else, you're dead!
Roses . . .
Who do they belong to . . .?
"One memorable night . . ."
"still deep in my heart . . ."
"I've waited secretly with warmth . . ."
"the scent of passion . . ."
"it starts to brighten up the sky . . ."
Pong . . .
Krap (yes), it's me.
Let me see.
Don't.
We're in different worlds now.
Why would you come back?
Watt . . . I . . .
Watt!
Please listen to me first.
I still remember
how much we've loved each other.
You use to tell me that
I was your first and only love.
Do you remember?
From now on there isn't that stupid Manwatt anymore.
The Manwatt today isn't the same person ever again.
Watt . . .
Let me go.
What's between us, is over.
Since the day that you said,
if I continued my studies, you and I was done.
Watt . . .
Let go! I said let go!
I, I won't go.
You're my wife, Watt.
For the past 5 years
I've never forgotten you.
I've never forgotten that night of ours.
Khun Manwatt, where are you?!
Hey, get out!
Uh, Khun Sadetee ka!
Oh, are you okay?
What is this Watt?
Who is this kid?
What is he to you?
The name is Sadetee! My father is rich! Do you understand
My father is rich! And who are YOU?
I am Khun Manwatt's boyfriend.
I did I hear it wrong?
This kid, is your lover?
Oh, Loong (uncle) saying it like that, lets throw some fists!
Don't, please.
What you heard was right.
Sadetee, is my best guy friend.
I am really stupid.
I thought things wouldn't change with time.
But what's this?
You're really a new Manwatt.
Today Khun Sadetee and I are going out.
Please leave.
Alright.
I am sorry to interrupt.
I am really sorry.
If you're really sorry than, really leave. Ohho! "pfft-pfft-pffft"
I smell the scent of poor people!
Khun Manwatt, where are we going
today? Should we go have lunch, or dance?
I don't feel very well, please excuse me.
Hey, if you don't feel good I'll take care of you!
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